I just needed to get some things out of my system.
It's been what... a week or so that I've been hiding in my room.
I went out for a show and that's it.
I'm sick of all my friends & family, well... except my mother.
Everyone just seems to get on my nerves very easily.
Like, just to hear their voices, when they ask me to do something, it drives me nuts.
It's only when you want to be left alone that they all start to care.
That's when I just don't go online anymore, or answer my phone calls or sms.
Oh and let's talk about my jobb.
OH how much I would give to just blow my boss's head off.
You have to be strong to work there, you have to take everything.
You like pressure? you like stress? well you'll get served.
I am strong, and I can take everything. Ask me to do something, I'll do it.
I'm a good worker, I just hate my job. Hate is not even the word.
I just don't care about it, at all. I do my best, my 110% every day. I'm good at it.
But it's never enough. They want me to love it. And I just can't.
Anyway, I'll stop about this for now 'cause I'm gonna throw my computer down the second floor of the house.
Oh yeah, music, shows...
I'm sick and tired of paying a large amount of cash for it.
I'm going to Toronto to see The Maine, off course it's gonna be worth it and I know it.
But it'll cost a lot of money and I'm just tired of paying for this crap.
I'm also going to Warped, and it's gonna cost even more.
I'm just saying that, it's useless.
They'll all come to Montreal one day. And it's gonna be less expensive. So I'll wait.
This summer will be my last trip. I'm done with it.
I'm gonna be 20, and what will I have to say when people's gonna ask me
"Hey you, what do you do for a living?"
And all I could respond will be...
"Oh um, I dropped College to go working as hard as I can at the crappiest place on earth, receiving orders from a person I hate, oh no not only hate, the appropriated word is "disgust" to have money to go to shows, not only to see some guys that I will never talk to in my entire life, but also to spend lots and lots of money in tee shirts that I will wear one time and after I will put it in my closet to keep it as a souvenir. Yeah, that's what I do."
I need to grow up.